Relocating my happiness@

OMG!... I'm about to move my son and I, 800 miles away! What the hell am I thinking?

I wanted this. I applied for the job, flew there for the interview, I did mock interviews, presentations, I campaigned for the job and I won!
Most importantly, I had faith and I prayed! I asked God to let his will be done and now I'm moving.

I'm feeling overwhelmed and burdened, but not joy and happiness, why not?

This is my chance to reinvent myself, be and live the life I'm destined to live. Only positive things will happen, are happening. My finances increased and will only get better, this is my chance to get out of my rut! I've been depressed for 14 years, I want to be happy, damnit, I deserve it!

New Reality... New Dreams?

Right now I just realized that I have to let go of the old dreams I once had. Because my old dreams were based on what my reality was 15 years ago.

What is my reality now?
I'm a mother of a son, single, overweight, working towards her MBA, surviving after bankruptcy... I'm rebuilding my life is my reality.

What new dreams will come as I face my current reality?

No Weapon Against Me Shall Prosper...

No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me,” Says the Lord.  Isaiah 54:17

Whenever you try to do right, something or someone will come at you wrong. Salt will be thrown on your game. But to me that means I'm doing something right. Haters only come out when success is upon you. So although I was upset, I have to laugh and keep, keeping on.

So much is upon me, changing from the inside out. I've gathered my 5 stones (5 Bible verses) to protect me as a fight my way out of this stone garden (a place of negativity).

My five stones:

"But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold." Job 23:10

"A man's heart plans his way, But the Lord directs his steps."... Proverbs 16:9

"With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible"... Matthew 19:26

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding"... Proverbs 3:5

"No weapon formed against you shall prosper,".. Isaiah 54:17

My 5 stones shall prepare me to fight my Goliath just as David did. My stones shall turn flowers in bloom in my garden.


Amen!